I miss you. I miss everything that we had. I just want you back, I’m not able to force myself to move on. I don’t want to be with anyone else, i don’t even wanna look at another guy. i just miss you. the way we played video games and the way we would yell at the tv screen when football season was on. I just miss you. It’s been four months… and all that I’ve gotten out of it was that theres no one else i want to be with. theres a small part of me thinking we will get back together some time in the near future. Theres another part of me knowing i need to move on this summer. boy I’m glad I’m going to europe for 6 weeks on my own. i need this summer to recover and to discover stuff i never knew about myself, i need to grow this summer and figure out what i want to do from here.